Destiny Calls

A year ago I didn't realize that I was stepping into destiny. After years of looking to the future of some far off calling that I hoped for and believe, I found myself blindsided by my destiny knocking at the door. I started Morningstar University last September and didn't realize that it was here. I thought I was just doing some more training for that "someday". Starting with the boot camp that MSUhas at the start of the year it began to sink in that I had stepped into my purpose. As the year progress faith really began to stir within me about my calling. Through the years from day one I knew God had great things for me to do and as the years progressed he would give me a little insight here and there to keep me going. I had some big destiny mile stones, one being marriage that would fulfill me for awhile but never gave me the feeling of this is it. Work had always been a battlefield for me and I think it was because God did not want me to get comfortable in it. It was as if there has been some kind of agitation one way or another that kept me pursuing who I was called to be. Several years back I started a electrical company thinking this was my purpose but it was soon after that I realized that this was just another training exercise to prepare me for what is ahead. I have had three visions show me about the ministry I would have. One I saw was the name of this Blog site, Damascus Road Ministries. The next was a couple of years later and I saw L.O.R.D, and the Lord said loving others releasing dunamis. And the last one was last October where I saw a map of France and I heard the Lord say, "You have authority to evangelize France". The France one was a surprise and I'm sure the Lord will reveal more down the road. So this summer I have decided to submit to what God is calling me to do and I applied to two internships, not sure which to do. I feel like I need both. I got the internship with FreshFire USA but a couple of weeks after I applied I had a dream were I believe I saw myself at Morningstar University doing a internship for my 2nd year. So by faith I had to turn down FreshFire which I thought I would never have believed I would do. And now I'm waiting to be accepted with MSU and who I will intern with. I'm so close to my destiny and yet I still find myself having to live by faith and believe. Enduring the constant persecution at work no matter how good I do, just biding my time know that God has called me to something greater than this. Hoping that this is finally it. Will my dreams now become reality? Can I finally stop holding my breath and exhale with a sigh of relief? Will I fulfill what I know about my destiny so far and more? Waiting.